Stuck

Sometimes I feel like I would have been better off just fuckin you,

Because then I wouldn't be losing my mind trying to get in touch with you,

Or fell in love with you,

Maybe I should have just never fucked with you,

I'm pulling out my fuckin hair,

Popping these pills with reckless abandon,

Just grabbing bottles at random

And chasing em down with glasses of Crown Royal,

I shouldn't have ever been thinking of ways to spoil you,

And the only wars I fought with you should have been in the bedroom,

Sometimes I feel like I would have been better off with a quiet one,

Because everybody knows you,

Or at least they want to ,

And everybody wants you,

Your popularity haunts our home like a demon,

So when ever we in the sheets,

Whether we're freaking, eating, or sleeping,

Your phone is ringing,

And I wonder WHO THE FUCK is calling you?

But I ignore it as I often do,

But I can't help but think that I should have never talked to you,

So I come to talk to you and cut if off with you,

And then you smile at me...

Eternal Star

I respect everything that you are,

And I accept everything that you aren't,

I'm intrigued by who you will become,

I love every inch of your body,

I'm enamored with every fiber of your being,

I would love to take the time

To search the recesses of your mind

And take a walk through the chambers of your heart,

And I know that everything here is precious,

So if you should open up and let me in,

I promise to take care,

If I should break your heart for whatever reason,

I swear to pick up all the pieces,

And work tirelessly to find a way

To put it all back together,

For you are,

My forever love,

My greatest desire,

My passion on fire,

My immortal,

My eternal star. 

City Lights

If I were to have a wish

It would be you and me for eternity,

But the city lights have dimmed the stars

so I have nothing to wish upon,

And it feels like I have to hike a thousand miles

Just to find some clarity in the night sky,

It's like I've fallen into a state of perpetual longing for you, 

Waiting for the days when FaceTime

Becomes face to face time

Again, waiting for the end of "just friends",

As we pretend to be all out of love,

And could it be we've reached this place

Because we never went all out in love, 

That we're trying now to fall out of love,

Even in my dreams I call out your name, 

My friends call me crazy,

But I'd prefer to go insane

Than to go without my lady,

Maybe we should start over,

Because we've tried to talk it over,

But situations were often overblown,

And then it all was over,

Where do we go to find the love we had before,

Or where was it lost,

Or was it hidden, 

Or was it written in the stars

That got lost in the city lights

That we were meant to be apart?